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Wildflower

by Zoe Boekbinder

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1.
Are you afraid Afraid of the dark Are you familiar with the unknown Are you here Here with me Or will you leave me on my own It won't be breezy always Sometimes that winds really gonna blow When the night falls and I can't see Will you call out so I can hear you I'm trying to feel my way back I keep tripping over these roots The stars don't come out every night Sometimes the clouds cover up the moon The moon The moon The stars don't come out every night Sometimes the clouds cover up the moon
2.
Hold My Hand 02:48
You need a lot and ask for less Your careless words, my mind's a mess There are things i need to hear Hearing you are filled with fear I hear that i fill you with fear Am i far too sensitive Weighing what i get and give I'm afraid to make demands I'm shaking still i need to stand My legs are shaking still i stand Where do we stand Won't you hold my hand It's not a trap i'm laying down These roots are grasping for the ground You're free to go, welcome to stay Walk over them and walk away Walk over them and walk away We are one ocean apart Still you daily break my heart Relieved you are to separate Between us only space And still you push me away Where do we stand Won't you hold my hand I'm not here to limit you Please do what you want to do Don't blame me cause you hate this town Because you know that you're not bound I'll miss you but i don't need you around I don't want you to promise time Just to be honest, to be kind Just to love me while you can Relax your fist and hold my hand Relax your fist and hold my hand Where do we stand Won't you hold my hand Where do we stand Won't you hold my hand
3.
Oh my friend It's such a shame When he was young He was hurt by someone And he'll pay with the rest of his days Nine years later And a secret kept The pain like a poison Through him crept He wore armor Made of fear Couldn't show weakness Couldn't shed a tear One day he could not carry the weight Thought he could pass on his pain as hate He thought he could give it to someone Pass it on through the barrel of a gun Oh my friend It's such a shame When he was young He hurt someone And he'll pay with the rest of his days Nine years later Laying on his bunk Nine years sitting with the truth of what he'd done He wasn't waiting But a letter came On the envelope He read her name He read it over and over In his cell Her words quenched him Like water from a well She said god forgives you And so do I I think it's time We reconcile Oh my friend It's such a shame When he was young He hurt someone And he'll pay with the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days He'll pay with the rest of his days She took off her anger He took off his shame They met unguarded Face to face He saw her sorrow She saw his pain They put love Where there once was hate But he'd still be punished by the state Oh my friend It's such a shame When he was young He hurt someone And he'll pay with the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days Oh oh oh oh the rest of his days He'll pay with the rest of his days
4.
Mycelium 02:19
Where did you go Does anyone know What we call the end of life May be more like turning inside How do i find out Give me a sign now Is there time where you are Is there an end Is there a start If i cut it down It will surely hit the ground And it will surely become A humble host for mycelium And it will feed The other trees Is your spirit feeding me They say you cannot destroy energy Where did you go Does anyone know Does anyone ever really die Will i see you like you said On the other side You had something to say Before you went away I got a message saying that you love me I get the feeling that you're here right above me You did what you had to I hope you know i'm proud of you You don't have to hold all of our pain Our grief is a measure of the good you gave Where did you go Does anyone know Does anyone ever really die Send me a message like you said From the other side
5.
For years my heart's been pumping blood, my blood But it was reborn in the flood Oh our love is so young, so young And I don't believe there's just one Although our love is so young, so young And I don't believe there's just one Oh I've never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Over time I have formed callouses You say soften your sharp edges You should know I would not melt for you right now Even if I remembered how And I know that I don't need you here Still I cannot shake this fear Although I know that I don't need you here Still I cannot shake this fear Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up It does not matter which of us is right or wrong Before I met you I felt strong My fear is not a sign of weakness It's telling me that this is dangerous It's clear to me that this will break before it bends I'm learning to be wary when I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up Oh I have never wanted someone so much Or been so scared to mess it up
6.
Garden 03:09
It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden That you grow Its seeds you sow It will never demand You let down your guard Forget all your scars It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is something that you do Not something you find It's never unkind It does not happen to you It's something you choose And you can choose who It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden It is a garden That you grow Its seeds you sow Seeds you sow Its seeds you sow Its seeds you sow It is a garden that you grow
7.
She is around me Her clothes and her jewelry I wear them every day So I can feel her holding me Now she's in my dreams Talking to me in my sleep She walks into the room And lays down next to me I tell her that it's strange to feel her body You cannot see I have lost a part of me You wanted me to cry Over you the week that she died You couldn't hear me When I told you I lost a person who was more like a home Sorrows entwined All tangled in my mind I lost you both at the same time Realizing you had never been mine All tangled in my mind You cannot see I have lost a part of me You couldn't hear me When I told you I lost a person who was more like a home
8.
On that first morning With your hands around my neck Was that some kinda joke Or what I could expect I tried to be good To do what I thought I should Never enough I gave til I was broke Trapped in my own home You had me by the throat I tried to be good To do what I thought I should Sipping spirits on the bathroom floor Whispers through the bedroom door Seemed like you always wanted more So much I wish I'd known before I tried to be good To do what I thought I should I tried to be good To do what I thought I should You wore me down You never let me say no You used my mistakes And as you stepped on me you rose Still I tried to be good To do what I thought I should Oh I tried to be good To do what I thought I should Oh I tried to be good To do what I thought I should I tried to be good To do what I thought I should
9.
Supernatural 02:25
Last night you were dead in my dreams, last night And I kissed your ghost We talked in the hallway, we talked Did we stand or float I think you are heavenly You're the supernatural for me When we touched I was surprised we touched And how you felt alive I could see right through your body, I could see I touched you and survived I think you are heavenly You're the supernatural for me You didn't much look like yourself, yourself Or like anyone else I'm not sure I know you at all, I'm not sure Only how your spirit felt I think you are heavenly You're the supernatural for me I think you are heavenly You're the supernatural for me
10.
We built a house underwater on the ground My sister, my sister and i I didn't notice within those walls We were crumbling all the while Why can't it ever be easy Why can't it ever be fine Is there a storm that's following me I wreck a good thing every time I wreck a good thing every time When i'm on my own It's one long, cloudy day Always calm when i'm alone No sunshine, no hurricane No sunshine, no hurricane No sunshine, no hurricane We laughed until our bellies ached We dreamed up schemes and laid out plans There was nothing we couldn't do With spit and wood scraps and our four hands Whether i am to blame or not Seems love always ends in loss Is there a storm that i can't see I wreck a good thing and it wrecks me I wreck a good thing and it wrecks me When i'm on my own It's one long, cloudy day Always calm when i'm alone No sunshine, no hurricane No sunshine, no hurricane No sunshine, no hurricane
11.
Ribbons of gravel, winding round those hills Wrapped in wheat and willow trees Forest of oak so fine Pastures and ponds and Pine Black-eyed Susans sipped by honeybees It is a gift you see Just the chance to be In a place where time ain't money In a place where time is free Perhaps my favorite part was the quiet Mountain song Cicadas and crickets in the choir Hawks hung on the high notes The hens were scratching, keeping Time The rooster solod at the twilight hour It is a gift you see Just the chance to be In a place where time ain't money In a place where time is free And in the winter an ice white blanket Wrapped us in a quiet peace Wood crackled in the fireplace Oak in the air that you could taste Even if we could, we would not leave It is a gift you see Just the chance to be In a place where time ain't money In a place where time is free Far from the city lights, the stars clear in the sky at night Won't miss the scramble or the strife Won't miss the city streets The endless cars and concrete I wanna live where time is free It is a gift you see Just the chance to be In a place where time ain't money In a place where time is free
12.
I show you my cards Yours are in your hand You keep up your guard I give all I can You don't want to lose me And you think if I know That you don't want to lose me I'll let you go You won't let me let you go You need me wanting So you withhold You are taunting me You need control You want to be free And not be alone You want to be with me You want to roll like a stone You won't let me go You won't let me go As long as you're in control You cannot be alone You won't let me go Love is your game You hate to lose You'll only win If i think that I need you The seeds that you sow You make me believe If i let you go I'll always be lonely So I won't let you go You won't let me go As long as you're in control You cannot be alone You won't let me go You won't let me go As long as you're in control You cannot be alone You won't let me go You won't let me go As long as you're in control You cannot be alone You won't let me go You won't let me go As long as you're in control You cannot be alone You won't let me go You won't let me go
13.
Oh Sophia 03:23
When the life force left your body Did it enter the atmosphere All the lessons and the memories That you gathered all your years Did you leave them in the Meadows In the mountains far or near Oh Sophia, how I miss ya You put yourself to rest and I pray your pain is gone Are you laughing, are you singing Are you dressed up in color and light Do you feel, do you remember Are you contented or do you miss your life Oh Sophia, how I miss ya You put yourself to rest and I pray your pain is gone Is it peaceful where you landed Are you joyful on the other side Can I join you when I leave here Will I see you when I die Oh Sophia, how I miss ya You put yourself to rest and I pray your pain is gone You put yourself to rest and I pray your pain is gone You put yourself to rest and I pray your pain is gone

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Zoe Boekbinder New Orleans, Louisiana

Nomadic at heart and a creator at their core, Zoe Boekbinder (they/them) was born on a farm into a family of four children. While music wasn't very present in their upbringing, Boekbinder recalls some of their first memories as making up songs. For them, music is as natural and as necessary as breath. Songwriting has become their resistance language. ... more

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